No I don't want to loose you...

No I don't want to loose you,
Not even in my dreams,
In those serene nights my eyes should ponder your beauty and love,
Love, love and love with no departures, not a bit,
For in morn when I wake up, I wish to hear your sweet words of love...I love you.

"What would you do if I departed in eternal sleep?"
I would be sightless for I lost my sight,
"Would you walk through even when I'm gone?"
I would if you promise to be back in time.
"But don't you know we all are made to die?"
Indeed its true, but not you, before I do.
But why did you die in my dream?
"That's because you love me till death do us apart."

But angels above, hearken my words,
The gods of love, save my love,
For to what depth you loved, I fail to know,
But if you loved them, I love her so,

To eternity in your nature's course,
To eternity in my dreams and grace.

KITARP LAMIR

Kingdom that once reigned the sky,
In both the dark nights and days,
Touched by fragrance of colossal breeze,
And filled with love and love alone,
Rage was thus, never to last,
Prodigious indeed was a human’s heart.

Living long the world thus sailed,
Aching yet for water, food and home,
Midas could have touched them all,
Into it must have had turned to gold and more,
Ruthless the act was, the kingdom fell!

A Longing Heart...

Till tears run dry,
Till heart does die,
A longing rests inside my soul,
Of a love far from my reach,
Despite the heart that longs your way...

Far away...far away you are frm me,
And I query, as we both gently do,
Would we meet? Touch for real?
Or is it just to end in grief, with departures at ends of both,
Despite our unwillingness...'spite our reluctance?...

Pray my love that love cross barriers of all,
No distance, no days of eternal longing in futile wish...

Wishes...let it turn to reality so dear,
Where fate falters and we create our destiny much dear...

To be with you,
And you be with me,
I'll fight all the odds,
Just to make you mine in both heart and mind,

And where hatred serves to dwell in lives,
I'll swerve the way to make it love!

Wind

All of a sudden it all faded,
The joy, those laughters that I heard 'time ago,
Slowly I heard that silence creep by anger,
And I prayed not this time, I mocked at self!

The soft thread that weaves those tender flowers,
I made a garland, Look! For you to wear,
In your crownly dress, below the crown,
I stayed dazzled as I looked at you,
I smirked and smiled in joy and clapped my hands...

Hide low! Hide low! I screamed in fear,
To save her from the coming wind,
Yet she scorned me, said I'm a coward,
I was exempt, she got, carried away...

Then I wept for what a folly I did,
I could have pushed her on the ground,
I surely must have had time,
For to eternity I stared that engrossing wind,
It all disappeared in a gush...
The way it came, the way it went,
Then there was, the clear blue sky...

A Step to Help

I.
Far away to a distant land,
She had run away from home,
With past behind and present unknown,
In search of future, she had went along…
…along the tides, the sun and shade,
…with years to come, with days to live!

A journey of haste, she took in rage,
Traveling to reign, the world she owned,
Yet her strength crumbled in tears,
When the world she knew, was none, no more.

In despair she cried, and for food she traveled,
Short of money…but she knew no job,
Thence on a street, she cried in pain,
Asking alms to strangers unknown,
Who merrily traveled, ate good and sweet,
Wore cloths oh! New! She wished to steal!
Yet her pain, they failed to know…

II.
Then once when I walked, in joy, I saw,
A poor lady, begging for alms,
Hundreds had passed, never giving a coin,
For a rupee one gave,
Could have eased her pain…
Selfish they were and humanity was lost…

But I, a student, could not just pass by,
For a help in need, is a help indeed,
Thus I gave some rupee coin,
Offered some food, and she smiled to thank,
I felt blessed, merry the sun, shined bright!

Loneliness

The years of solitude, Oh! Eternally new,
With none to be with, save the shadow you own,
What you hear, is what you get,
A throbbing pain in a weary heart,
Loneliness reigns, we cry too harsh!

Oh sorrow! That gentle sorrow, oh no!
It smoothly creeps deep down your soul,
Crumbling your happiness, you’ve stored in joy,
Darkening your pain, you’ve tried to let go…
Loneliness reigns, you cry too harsh!

Motions jaywalk, heart beats fast in pain,
With mind to a distant land, eyes, distract itself to a horizon far,
Far away, we ere an escape,
Wish to retreat, yet pain stands in our way,
For loneliness reigns, we cry too harsh!

“Stop! Oh! Please!”
“Please stop!” I scream,
Hear my pain, for it haunts me down,
A throbbing pain in a weary heart,
Loneliness reigns, I cry too harsh!